To be your man, it would be amazing.
To treat you the way you truly deserve.
To love you and give you everything.
To show you how much you are worth.
I see the way he doesn't look at you.
The way he waves away your touch.
I see the way he doesn't listen to you.
While I hang on every word you speak.
I see the tears that you never cried.
The pain you hold inside your heart.
And I saw the bruise your tried to hide.
The shape of his hand around your arm.
I pray one day you will finally realize.
Your lips deserve the kiss of true love.
While he preys with a lovers disguise.
And drains you of any ounce of pride.
Your heart is so pre
People look at you and have no idea
The things you have seen, the hell
It's because you smile through it all
And they want the smile to be for them
I laugh as they try to get your attention
Stumbling over the lie they just invented
Hounding you from your car to the door
You politely smile, and offer warm thanks
They don't see it though how it hurts so
Never knowing their words destroy you
Words meant to flatter, defeat instead
It's not their fault, they don't know you
They don't know your heart is his alone
They don't know how he saved your life
They adore you from where they stand
But the you inside, hates to be adored
I can
I believe, somewhere on this enormous planet, she exists.
I am desperately hoping that one day my heart will lead me to her.
My one love. My only love. My everything.
I hold on to the hope that I will meet her, I will get to know her,
and when she and I least expect it, best friends will become soul-mates.
I want to find her and I want to give her the world. My world.
Somewhere, she is waiting. She believes in me, she knows I exist.
She will know me when I look into her eyes.
When she feels my lips against hers for the very first time,
all that I am, all that I have, and all I will ever be will belong to her.
There is something in the way she smiles
that makes my heart skip a beat.
Her eyes sparkle when she talks and I
imagine they're shining only for me.
When she rests her head on her hand
and stares into space, I want to cry.
Pretending she's daydreaming of me,
what a gift, her beauty so pure and true.
Her sweet lips so full and soft and pink,
they are just begging to be kissed.
And I want to give her every pleasure,
make all her wishes, wants, desires true.
"Look at me" I whisper, wishing to myself
she doesn't hear me, she doesn't notice.
If only she saw, if only she could know
the way I would love her if I had the chance.
The only love I've ever known
sleeps in the arms of another man.
I was young and I left my home
to fight and kill for my country.
She cried and kissed me goodbye
but was in his bed later that night.
Battling with only her in my head
dreaming of coming home to her beauty.
Betrayed I now must wander alone
A lonely soldier with a broken heart.
To be your man, it would be amazing.
To treat you the way you truly deserve.
To love you and give you everything.
To show you how much you are worth.
I see the way he doesn't look at you.
The way he waves away your touch.
I see the way he doesn't listen to you.
While I hang on every word you speak.
I see the tears that you never cried.
The pain you hold inside your heart.
And I saw the bruise your tried to hide.
The shape of his hand around your arm.
I pray one day you will finally realize.
Your lips deserve the kiss of true love.
While he preys with a lovers disguise.
And drains you of any ounce of pride.
Your heart is so pre
People look at you and have no idea
The things you have seen, the hell
It's because you smile through it all
And they want the smile to be for them
I laugh as they try to get your attention
Stumbling over the lie they just invented
Hounding you from your car to the door
You politely smile, and offer warm thanks
They don't see it though how it hurts so
Never knowing their words destroy you
Words meant to flatter, defeat instead
It's not their fault, they don't know you
They don't know your heart is his alone
They don't know how he saved your life
They adore you from where they stand
But the you inside, hates to be adored
I can
I believe, somewhere on this enormous planet, she exists.
I am desperately hoping that one day my heart will lead me to her.
My one love. My only love. My everything.
I hold on to the hope that I will meet her, I will get to know her,
and when she and I least expect it, best friends will become soul-mates.
I want to find her and I want to give her the world. My world.
Somewhere, she is waiting. She believes in me, she knows I exist.
She will know me when I look into her eyes.
When she feels my lips against hers for the very first time,
all that I am, all that I have, and all I will ever be will belong to her.
There is something in the way she smiles
that makes my heart skip a beat.
Her eyes sparkle when she talks and I
imagine they're shining only for me.
When she rests her head on her hand
and stares into space, I want to cry.
Pretending she's daydreaming of me,
what a gift, her beauty so pure and true.
Her sweet lips so full and soft and pink,
they are just begging to be kissed.
And I want to give her every pleasure,
make all her wishes, wants, desires true.
"Look at me" I whisper, wishing to myself
she doesn't hear me, she doesn't notice.
If only she saw, if only she could know
the way I would love her if I had the chance.
There are horrors under the bed.
There are horrors in my head.
There are horrors out at night,
They are looking for a fright.
Don't worry about where or when,
Just run or you'll never be seen again.
This isn't a trap.
My love for you is real,
And I'd never break your heart.
I'm not giving you crap.
This is the deal:
I'll never rip your heart in two,
I'd never tear you apart.
I've always loved you, since the start.
Between the two of us, our hearts we can steal.
This isn't a trap.
I've been on dA before, for a very long time. This is a fresh start.
I'm just your average nice person trying my best to make the world a better place. No drama here. I am pretty laid back unless I see someone getting hurt, then I can be someones worst nightmare.
Don't be afraid to comment or note me or whatever, I am always here to talk if anybody needs to. I'm a lot older than I seem so I have the whole "life experience" thing to back me up!
Though I'm not even sure where "home" is anymore.
I'm living in confusion.
Revenge is a weird thing.
Sometimes I wish I understood what to say, when to say it. You'd think... knowing that there was nothing left to be afraid of would be a good thing. Apparently it's not.
I don't know what else to do.
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Friends, I am sorry if I have neglected you. Especially my little sister. Please understand I have been on the road and I have been dealing with some extremely difficult things. Especially this past week. I am hoping things will get better in a couple days when i am back home again.
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Finally.. drink a 40 and blast some Paul Rever
It's sad how "person A" can spend year after year making "person B" miserable and never once feel sorry for their actions.
And then, when "person B" finally wakes up one day and realizes they deserve better than this, good old "person A" acts like the victim and expects "person B" to feel sorry and stay.
Loving somebody and letting them love you should be a privilege, not an obligation.
"Balance Beam"
By Blue October
I haven't been quite the same
So sure the story of my life would never change
In a bright eyed way
I rinsed out the soap in my eyes and wrote a song that I'm about to sing
'cause it's about a girl that I hardly even know
So this is not another love song
Just a list of things that I should know
Everyone should know that...
One: You've got to take it kind of slowly
Two: You've got to hurry up and make your move
Three: You've got to tell her that she's pretty
Four: You've got to be the perfect gentleman
When you shake the wall, you've got to make it bend
Yeah you're got to show her that she's a balan