MurphMacM

To be your man, it would be amazing. To treat you the way you truly deserve. To love you and give you everything. To show you how much you are worth. I see the way he doesn't look at you. The way he waves away your touch. I see the way he doesn't listen to you. While I hang on every word you speak. I see the tears that you never cried. The pain you hold inside your heart. And I saw the bruise your tried to hide. The shape of his hand around your arm. I pray one day you will finally realize. Your lips deserve the kiss of true love. While he preys with a lovers disguise. And drains you of any ounce of pride. Your heart is so pre

People look at you and have no idea The things you have seen, the hell It's because you smile through it all And they want the smile to be for them I laugh as they try to get your attention Stumbling over the lie they just invented Hounding you from your car to the door You politely smile, and offer warm thanks They don't see it though how it hurts so Never knowing their words destroy you Words meant to flatter, defeat instead It's not their fault, they don't know you They don't know your heart is his alone They don't know how he saved your life They adore you from where they stand But the you inside, hates to be adored I can

I believe, somewhere on this enormous planet, she exists. I am desperately hoping that one day my heart will lead me to her.   My one love.   My only love.  My everything.   I hold on to the hope that I will meet her, I will get to know her, and when she and I least expect it, best friends will become soul-mates. I want to find her and I want to give her the world.  My world. Somewhere, she is waiting.  She believes in me, she knows I exist. She will know me when I look into her eyes. When she feels my lips against hers for the very first time, all that I am, all that I have, and all I will ever be will belong to her.

There is something in the way she smiles that makes my heart skip a beat. Her eyes sparkle when she talks and I imagine they're shining only for me. When she rests her head on her hand and stares into space, I want to cry. Pretending she's daydreaming of me, what a gift, her beauty so pure and true. Her sweet lips so full and soft and pink, they are just begging to be kissed. And I want to give her every pleasure, make all her wishes, wants, desires true. "Look at me" I whisper, wishing to myself she doesn't hear me, she doesn't notice. If only she saw, if only she could know the way I would love her if I had the chance.

The only love I've ever known sleeps in the arms of another man. I was young and I left my home to fight and kill for my country. She cried and kissed me goodbye but was in his bed later that night. Battling with only her in my head dreaming of coming home to her beauty. Betrayed I now must wander alone A lonely soldier with a broken heart.